i'm so sad today...

isk2.. :'(
afta a great weekend..today, i'm soooo SAD...just found out something...
coz it hurt so much...dunno where to start...hmmm...just remember, what comes around goes around...
so aku berpegang pada yg satu..Allah Maha Mengetahui..hanya berserah padaMu ya Allah utk membalasnya...

thanks for everything guyz....i know where i stand now...

Wahdah Pemangkin Khaira Ummah

12 Rabiulawal..Hari Keputeraan Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.
Salam Maulidur Rasul 1430H pada semua...dengan bertemakan "Wahdah Pemangkin Khaira Ummah"...menyeru umat Islam bersatu-padu tanpa mengira perbezaan latar belakang dan pemikiran..
semoga kita semua mencontohi idola kita Nabi Muhammad S.A.W. dalam kehidupan seharian...insyaAllah.


SESUNGGUHNYA - Raihan

Sebenarnya hati ini cinta kepada Mu
Sebenarnya diri ini rindu kepada Mu
Tapi aku tidak mengerti
Mengapa cinta masih tak hadir
Tapi aku tidak mengerti
Mengapa rindu belum berbunga

Sesungguhnya walau ku kutip
Semua permata di dasar lautan
Sesungguhnya walau ku siram
Dengan air hujan dari tujuh langit Mu
Namun cinta tak kan hadir
Namun rindu takkan ber bunga

Ku cuba menghulurkan
Sebuah hadiah kepada Mu
Tapi mungkin kerana isinya
Tidak sempurna tiada seri

Ku cuba menyiramnya
Agar tumbuh dan berbunga
Tapi mungkin kerana airnya
Tidak sesegar telaga kauthar

Sesungguhnya walau ku kutip
Semua permata di dasar lautan
Sesungguhnya walau ku siram
Dengan air hujan dari tujuh langit Mu
Namun cinta tak kan hadir
Namun rindu tak akan berbunga
Jika tidak mengharap rahmat Mu
Jika tidak menagih simpati
Pada Mu ya Allah

Tuhan hadiahkanlah kasih Mu kepadaku
Tuhan kurniakanlah rinduku kepada Mu
Moga ku tahu
Syukur ku hanyalah milik Mu

___________________________


..cinta takkan hadir, rindu takkan berbunga, jika tanpa rahmatMu...

i will wait for you...

Starlight Tears by Kim Yu Kyung
-OST Boys Before Flowers-

The white starlight envelops the tears
the tears fall in the warm wind
do you feel it?
this trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way

i draw you on this white paper
the warm smile holds me
is this love?
even when i close my eyes, i see only you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don’t want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that’s like a lie, i’ll never let it go
because that love is you

i’m walking in my memories with you
the tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
what should i do?
even in my dreams, i miss you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don’t want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that’s like a lie, i’ll never let it go
because that love is you

please look at me, like the faraway stars
can’t you be the one that’s in my heart

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don’t want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that’s like a lie, i’ll never let it go
because that love is you

___________________________________

rite now i'm addicted to tis korean drama "Boys Before Flowers" aka Boys Over Flower...latest drama from KBS (astro chl KBS 303 every monday & sunday..) citer ni tgh hot kat Korea, skrg baru tayang ep 17 (de 24 ep semuanyer..) ..disebabkan cd lom sampai Msia so layan tru online ler huhu...ingat nak tunggu abis baru layan..but my dear wawa telah berjaya meracun gue, so harruuus layan kan hehe..yup aku, Wawa and As mmg crazy bout F4 hehe...
for those yg layan citer Meteor Garden - F4, Taiwan drama yg popular tu, dulu mmg fenomena ar sampai Walt Disney pun amik F4 ni utk video clip "i can't help falling in love with you" (film Lilo&Stich)..
so BBF ni kira F4 Korean version...and drama Boys Before Flowers (Korea) ni kira gabungan citer Meteor Garden (Taiwan) and Hana Yori Dango (Japan)..
as for tat song actually in Korean...klau letak lirik korea sure korang tak faham kan hehe...ni translation tuk lirik lagu tu...lg feel klau korang dgr lagu and tau lirik...1st time dgr walaupun tak faham aku dah tersentuh..skrg dh tau maksud, lg ar kan...haruuus feeling2 gitu haha....
yup..i will be waiting for you (my love? ...err is there one for me huhu..) ...nway I LOVE F4!! ..layaaanz ;)

KL JEM!!

semalam selasa 3/3/09 KL jem teruk....dgr banjir di sana sini...hati aku dok risau...takut kete tenggelam ke hape..alhamdulillah takde pape...tapi yg tak laratnyer...arghhh jem teruk!!!!..

aku kuar ofis cam biase dlm 6pm lebih gitu...jem punye pasal aku sampai umah nak kul 9pm malam (sepatutnya ofis ke umah 20min jer)...giler...rasa cam nak tinggalkan jer kete...gi balik ofis semula haha...tp masalahnyer kete aku kat lane tgh...kang ader yg hangin kete aku jd mangsa lak huhu...sib baik ar dlm kete de mentos...ada camera lak tu..harruus ar amik gambar kan...layaannz hehe :P




Today, 4/3 ofis buat Series Talk, every wednesday 1st week of the month (start tis month onward)..
and today Jason Mraz nyer concert at Stadium Negara....arrghh! myokacak ade tiket...so LUCKY! (..tazkirah tak gi bdk nih..)..huhu nak itoot!!..I'm yours! :)

Starlit ...my dear is BACK!!

Yup, he is back!!...My dear JERRY YAN!...his new drama - Starlit now showing at Taiwan, comin soon at Astro..yahoo! can't wait to see him again haha...here is the synopsis of the drama:

Cheng Yue (Jerry Yan) and Rui Shan (Alice Ceng) are pianist and cellist. They are the most high-profile golden couple in the music industry. One day, Cheng Yue tried to save Xiao Lu (Terri Kwan) from car accident. But unfortunately he break his arm and can’t play piano. Devastated Cheng Yue give up music and chose to travel. 2 years later, Cheng Yue arrives in Shanghai, and meet Xiao Lu (Terri Kwan). The 2 become colleagues, and due to work interactions, they gradually establish a friendship. At this time, Rui Shan finally tracks down Cheng Yue. She tries her hardest to get Cheng Yue to return to the music world. However, Xiao Lu encourages him to face life with a postive attitude, and Cheng Yue realises that he is impacted by Xiao Lu’s kidness and enthusiasm. From being a person who has hit rock-bottom, wallowing in self-pity, he has re-ignited the passion in life.
Cheng Yue falls in love with Xiao Lu, but he is rejected by her, why? Is their love fated to be a tragedy? Although they are not blessed, although they do not have a future, Cheng Yue still bravely loves Xiao Lu…

..like me bravely loves Jerry hehe.. ;)
huhu seems like heavy drama just like The Hospital (Jerry previous drama..) it's ok lor, as long ada my dear Jerry berlakon, mesti tonton nyer hehe...nway you can watch this with english subs in MYSOJU and IURGNOTMIS!






my dear Jerry...dun forget to visit Malaysia again..promote ur drama..and of coz come to see ME..miss u dear :P ..will wait for u at klia as usual lor..haha ...i'm crazy...and i'm yours.. :D

Birthday Party

Sabtu, malam tu gi Min's birthday party..Happy Birthday my bro!..kelas gitu wat kat The Zone suites..actually birthday Min 25hb aritu, tp nak celebrate ngan kengkawan buat ler ari sabtu..mlm minggu senang nak wat havocs kan hehe....mmg havoc ler jd nyer bile havoc girlz jumpe havoc boyz mlm tu haha...meriah sey...thanks ler sudi invite kitorang and layan kerenah kitorang mlm tu...

byk gak makanan tak sangka kebanyakkannya home made...ramai gak jemputan dia malam tu...thanks to our ayu yg memeriahkan lagi party malam tu...siap wat game..pastu sambung2 cerite...kira mane yg baru jumpe malam tu rasa cam dah kenal lama lak...best ar korang, mmg happening tul..


..dlm happy2 tu received call dr member..baru teringat aku sebenarnye ada gath lain gak mlm tu...member dr kuantan siap turun tu...aduss sorry guyz tak dpt join korang...klau aku drive malam tu sure leh join korang...tp disebabkan dah de event lain + baru balik dr genting so tak dapek ar nak join...next time k ;)

sampai umah...check email..layan internet...terima berita gembira psl PP10 smlm...adik aku kata dpt tgk live tru online (event bkn kat msia..sib baik de internet)...yes! my dear win d award for d Best Videography - Drama and Best Image & Styling...Wah! Congratulation bro..esp to TTV Art Team...really happy for u guyz :D



Arini ahad 1/3 ...relax kat umah jer...

owh! sebelum terlupe nak wish member aku Erisa, Happy Birthday girl! (actually dia nyer birthday 29 Feb..) ...kene tahun lompat 4 tahun sekali, sian tul member aku nih..apepun semoga success selalu..camne dah decide ker nak keje gomen or swasta hehe :)

Holiday at Genting

Friday 27 Feb 2009...aku gi holiday with my dear frens...alhamdulillah apa yg kitorang plan aritu berjalan lancar...so kami berlima - aku, nurul, ayu, hanna and nogy menaiki bas dari Terminal Putra menuju ke kota keriangan Genting Highland...ni kira 1st time geng rkv bercuti bersama..sume pakat mintak cuti and ade yg sanggup mc haha...huhu lama tul tak naik bas nih..teringat lak rombongan dolu2...

Sampai sana gi check in...pastu kitorang gi jenjalan + shopping..(dah sume girlz, haruus ar shopping kan haha..) ...balik bilik refresh sat..take our dinner...and gi snow world...masing2 berangan berada kat oversea...siap wat plan klau de rezeki and masa nak gi jenjalan bersama ke oversea, insyaAllah...acara wajib sesi bergambar haruss ar ada...dah sume mmg kaki gambar..sib baik ar skrg ni dah digital..tak kisah brape byk nak amik..tak suke leh delete, tak jadi leh amik lagi skali hehe...ingat nak karaoke tp tempat dh nak tutup..so jenjalan sambung shopping kat kedai yg lom tutup lg ..shopping tak hengat sampai kedai tu tunggu aku d last customer kuar huhu (sorry girlz buat korang risau..)..cepat tul masa berlalu tak sedar dah midnite...

penat jalan so balik ler bilik..bile dah berkumpul ni haruuus ar bergosip kan haha sampai ada yg tertido-tido tp leh sambung citer gak tu kahkah...disebabkan keletihan sume dh tido..aku sorg masih dok terkebil-kebil tak leh tido maybe sbb cuaca sejuk sgt..asyik bersin so tak selesa...layan tv...tgk jam dh kul 3am...sms..huhu de reply, terkezut gak hehe..(thanks dear wlpun temankan kejap..)..huhu pastu tak sedar bile ntah tertido Zzz...

Saturday 28/2 morning...gi breakfast..sib baik ar sedap berbanding dinner mlm tadi...lepas bfast kitorang gi main outdoor lak coz mlm td layan indoor...best sangat sbb dh lama tak main game camni...aku tak main byk sbb gayat punye pasal esp game yg jenis individu cam space shot and flying coaster...mmg takut seii..paling berani naik cyclone jer...disebabkan terpaksa balik awal (coz nurul dipanggil ada keje..sian dia..) ..so ada la beberapa game tak dpt main...siap plan next time nak gi lagi..klau bole tido 2 hari lak..and klau dapat, nak main sume game esp game yg tak sempat cam pirate ship hehe :P

Tengahari check out..sempat shopping lg sebelum balik ke KL...
naik bas kul 2.15pm...dlm setengah jam dh sampai KL...kira ada hikmah gak balik awal, bole rest nak nyer petang tu hujan alhamdulillah selamat...sampai kl sume lepak umah nogy...penat+pening punye pasal sume bantai tido dulu..nak nyer mlm tu de event lg...kitorang nak gi private party lak, wah! gitu hehe ;)